mysteriousness personified

~Is it possible to be a mystery and an open book at the same time? Somewhat of an obvious enigma? I feel that is what I am. I feed off honest and open communication but at the same time relish in not giving all of the intricate workings of me up. The enigma personified is what I am often referred to as. I am in the randomist of moods tonight...kind of all over the place..bear with me

As I lay here listening to the wonders of nature outdoor I keep having all kinds of thoughts. I just watched a video of a woman making a complete and utter fool of herself over a man that she caught cheating on her.....is this what is entertainment is now. Watching others at their lowest points and giggling about it..~Karma is a warrior...

Then I think about the context of the show..catching people in supposedly committed relationships cheating. I see the pain that it can cause..Have felt the pain that it can cause. Hear people say they would rather not know. Why fear? Better to know whats behind that closed door than risk it springing open (STDs)~Truth is a healer. ...

Now on to the kids..why is it that some women feel the need to scream "its not your baby anyway" when they find out a man has cheated. Why worry about trying to hurt him....you have that child to live your life for..anything else is just extra. I wish at times we could posses some of the qualities as adults that we do as children. The world would be better off~Innocence is a guide

For all the wondering I do, or anyone does for that matter..there are no concrete answers to some things...human emotion is a mutha...but we are by nature emotional creatures.Imagine how powerful we could be if we could keep the emotional aspect of some things in our daily life in check.Marvelous things could occur~Self control is a must.....
~mztyfying1